Thank you,kid.

Dear kid,Thank you for smiling at me yesterday,it made all the difference,even before I could meet my doctor.
I'll pray for you.
Get well soon.
Love,
Radhika.

Kids can REALLY make you feel so much better at times.

So there was this kid I met at the hospital yesterday.He came and sat next to me( between his mother and me ie.). He was panting,and that freaked me out,completely,because I knew what he was going through,the familiar suffering,he too had Asthama,I just knew,but I did not ask him anything.

He saw my inhaler lying on the couch and asked,"Oh,you use it too?" I smiled and said,"Oh Hey,yeah well,I do too,Asthama.".

We started talking,shared our pain and misery,while our mothers stared at us in utter bewilderment. ( It was a bit weird afterall,I guess. : )
We could barely talk,he was midway through an attack and I had had a near fatal one just 10 minutes back,but we still spoke,as much as we could. It was comforting,and I think he felt that too.

Then,all of a sudden,he started coughing,WILDLY. I could tell it was a bad one,go through it every other hour afterall. I asked him,"Havent you got your inhaler or something? You're coughing so badly,its scary!". He pointed towards his mother with a smile and said in a ridiculous tone,"Yeah well,she FORGOT to get it." I could only smile,I told him,''Hey don't worry okay? It'l get better real soon,we're at the hospital!".

Then his mom started talking to me,she asked me,"Are you able to sleep at night?"I told her,"No its pretty bad these days,I've been nebulised twice,and its not helping,not the least bit,no. I get up three to four times each night." to which she promptly replied,"He's been up all night."I felt bad,REALLY BAD,the poor kid,a cute,small little 6thie. :(

She then asked me,"How long have you had it?" I told her,"Since I was in 2nd standard" the kid said,"10 years? Omg." He was amused,shocked and scared,and I could just so see that. But I couldn't do anything,nothing to make him feel better so I smiled,yet again. He then asked me " Which class are you in now?" When I tld him that I just passed school,it was almost like he'd jump up any moment and be like "Woah man. Wicked. That sucks!".

He had to go then,his turn had come,he went to see his doctor.He came out minutes later,kinda relieved,saw me,kept walking,he was probably told to get nebulised. He went even before I could see my doctor,he smiled at me before he left the lobby.
I was touched.

He made me feel so much better and I couldn't even thank him for that,because just that moment,I had to go and meet my doctor.He made such a huge difference.
I send him all my love,and good wishes and a truckload of huge hugs ( duh! ).
You rock kid.
Love you.

I'll sing to you...

I'LL SING TO YOU.... <3
[ Okay so this was random.
12:30 am,Math..
12:35 am,DONE! :D :P]


Hush now,don't you cry;
It'll be alright.
Just hug me tight,
Oh my child,
I'll sing to you.

Days may come and go,
but when you're blue,
Remember me,and that
I'll always sing to you.

Words may hurt you,break you;
Wounds may never heal,
But hey?! What's the big deal?
I'll still sing to you.

Hug me tight,
Leave all your worries behind,
When I'm gone,
My memories should brighten you.

Close your eyes,reach out for me,
Feel me,
and I'll be there to grab you.
I'll always sing to you.

[This has been posted isspeacially for Akanksha and Disha to read! :) ]

Happy Birthday Blog!!! :D

My blog's a year old today!! :D

I can't believe I've been blogging for a year already!

I remember,this very day last year,I'd posted for the first time,it wasn't even a post actually,but whatever :P

21 posts and a year later,I've become a blogger,I can't imagine life without blogging now! :D :P

Its been a wonderful year,and I have people to thank.

Firstly,

Vasudha

[http://www.no-url-left-for-me.blogspot.com/]

For having encouraged me to start blogging!

Then,

Ragini Singh

For being the first one to comment on my first blog post,making believe that more people will do that in the future! :P

I hope she comments on this too! :D :)

Then,

Sherry Mathews

For being the subject of numerous posts of mine,poems,etc

and for never really reading them! :P :D

Then,

Nikita Nangia,Akanksha Choudhary,Abhilasha A K,Prerna,Kika,Shubham Gupta,Bharat Iyer,Disha,Gaurav Prasher,Vasudha

For always reading my blog and commenting.

I have to thank myself as well,

for inspiring Miriam Rojy,Abhilasha A K to take up blogging! :P

THE GIRL FINALLY HAS A FUTURE!!! :D :P

Ab dekho,college wallege ka toh pata nahin,baaki sab planned hai!

Future husband :

Two contenders :

1. Weird mota blackberry owner without balance.

2. Mr. PQR

Weird mota Blackberry owner without balance :

Sharmada and I met him one day,while in Green Park on a walk.

It was Christmas time,so I was checking out the shiny Christmas tree decor,pinning the balls onto my head, singing 'Shiny disco balls' and posing for pictures.. just then he came,oh kya body thi :P Itni thand mein he was wearing a grey sweatshirt,shorts and chappals.

He asked us "Hey dude,can I borrow your phone for a minute? Actually I've lost my driver and I don't have balance."(flaunting his blackberry at the same time) So I gave him my phone,shareef tha,he spent just ek rupaiyya and he's so intelligent,he didn't even delete his drivers number from my phone! Woh dilon jaan se chahta tha ki hum uske driver ko baad mein call karke uska number usse le le :P

Us hi din,we decided tha we want a husband who owns a blackberry and does not have balance! :P (God alone knows why though :P)

Mr PQR :

My best friend,Mr. Garbage thought its high time I get a life and a boyfriend,so he found some weird guy called PQR who's bloddy rich,wants to be a C.A. as his brother's one and so is his father,but even then he's down to eath,and somehow I'm a perfect match for him!

plan #1.

Ab woh mera Boyfriend toh ban hi jayega,so I've decided that Shaadi bhi us hi se kar loongi!

and why?! because he's rich stupid children! :P I'll even tell him that I'm marrying him for money,but he won't believe me duh! So one fine day I'll hadapo all his property and ditch him,then court mein I'll tell him that before marrying him I told him my motive of marrying him,and he'll be screwed! :D

Plan # 2.

With him as my husband I can fulfill my dream of having multiple homes in and around Delhi :D

Imma even tell him to get a chocolate house made for me :P

Plan #3.

Mr. Garbage ofcourse is going to be my childrens' Nanny :D

He said he'll remain my best frind even if I told him to change my babies' nappies :P :D

plan #4.

Since Sharmada and I have planned so much together,I didn't feel like leaving her out of all this,so well.. she'll be marrying PQR's brother,toh kya hua if he'll be a bhudhha by then :P

Hum toh paison ke liye shaadi karenge :P

My Profession.

I'm going to sell Juice with Bharat who plans to sell Gol Gappe :D

Our Children.

Mere aur Sharmada ke.

We're gonna name our children Bunty and Pinky,then we'll make bunty fall for pinky and then we won't let them marry each other and then their love story will be something like this :

Pyaar ka izhaar

confrontation of the baaps.

hot na?! :P

we've alreay decided the cheap stuff that we're gonna gift our children on their buddays :D Green Park and Aurobindo Zindabad :P

So I needn't commit suicide anymore,I have such an exciting (planned) Future lol! :P

ekdum unique haina ?! :D

Videos - Sharmada and Me :D

Movie churaoed from : Love story :P

Our multiple homes.

We already have homes in Hauz Khas,Azad Appartments,Palam and GK,need we say more?! :p

oh and an out house in IIT, Azad wale ghar ke pics alag se :D

Happy budday to my blog in advance! :D

THAT THING YOU DO.....

THAT THING YOU DO.....

I remember it all,

that one call..

That's when it all started,

my love for you,whole hearted.

Everytime we meet,

my heart does beat,

loud and clear,

anyone could hear.

In your eyes I see the light,

a light so bright,

the darkness in my life,

it could fight.

With every word you speak,

I silently melt..

I only wish I could see,

and know how you felt.

Its hard to supress,

its something I may never be able to confess,

My love for you,I profess.

Only Hope

I love this song,esp the Mandy Moore version॥

There's a song that's inside of my soul.

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold.

But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.

Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.

When it feels like my dreams are so far

Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours

I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.

I'm giving you all of me.

I want your symphony, singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down. And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours I pray, to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope.

XYZ - The Liar!

XYZ is a liar!! Jhoota! makkaar! Hmph!
Interesting conversation this,read! :D
ABC,tis phor you,he's a liar! ab toh chhod do use!! :P :P ;)

XYZ: ello

me: hi

XYZ: sup?

me: nm

XYZ: same

me: I see,muli?

XYZ: No school today

me: :( I want muli,I want him
XYZ: Do you realise how bad that sounds? :P
me: lol but I do
XYZ: Come get him then, who's stopping you? :
me: can't
XYZ: I think he's found someone else. Someone who doesn't send third parties to meet him but does it herself. :P
me: haww! :(
XYZ: Entirely your fault. :P
me: :(

me: achha muli nahin uski pic? please?
XYZ: Kahan se laun pic? :/
me: kheecho jaakar
XYZ: im not taking my camera to school
me: pleej?
ABC: No way >.>
me: PLEEJ? not even phor a dying girl? :(
XYZ: Dying girl? Cancer ho gaya hai tumhe? : I am not taking my camera to school to take a picture of a dog. Pakda jaunga.
me: :( pleeeeeeej na?kisi din jab allowed ho,tab toh le jaana pleej
XYZ: Farewell ke din january mein chalega? Tab tak kisi ne use halal kar diya toh mein kuch nahin kar sakta
me: chalega : par I want it then okay? no excuses?! theek hai
XYZ: Okay
me: yay!
XYZ: mein tumhe kisi bhi kutte ki photo dikha dunga, tumhe pata bhi nahin chalega :P
me: I hate you. I hate you. XYZ: :P
me: don't :p me
XYZ: everyone hates me, nayi baat kya hai? :/ :P
me: I was just saying aiavai
XYZ: mereko bhi pata hai, mein kaunsa bura maan gaya? :/
me: bata rahi thi bas generally
XYZ: okay
me: okay teme smin
XYZ: ask
me: if my mother throws me outa the house,will you gime sharan at your place? nangu suggested. that way I can bug you also:P
XYZ: She suggested that you come stay at my place? O.o :P
me: yeah lol
XYZ: Itni dushmani
me: Reason : I can bug you! Lol kya huh? main itni buri hu?
XYZ: mazak tha waise mein khud beghar ho raha hun Go stay at Vasudha's :P or even better go stay at Nik's place phir use tang karna! muahaha
me: yeah nik said I could stay with her,I refused..and I gave her a very solid reason jo mujhe abhi yaad nahin aa raha hai :( and Vasu's house? : usse poochhna padega..
XYZ: Usko padhte dekh dekh ke complex ho jaayega? toh poochlo :/
me: nahin uss gadhi se zyada toh main hi padhti hoon poochhloongi raat ko shayad
XYZ: okay toh use complex hoga aur woh tumhe padhne nahin degi aur tum phir fail ho jaogi aur tumhari mummy tumhe dhoond nikalegi aur tumhara katal kar degi? Okay mera ghar bahut door padega in any case
me: main fail nahin hui hoon btw kabhi zindagi mein fail nahin hui,just pass se 10000 rimes zyada marks aate hain usually,iss baar gadbad ho gayi,still itne bure bhi nahin hai.
XYZ: mereko malum hai :/
me: toh phir Phir fail ho jaogi kyun likha?
XYZ: ek saal mein meine poore lifetime ka fail hone ka experience pa liya hai woh tumhe padhne nahin degi na, isliye phir tum fail ho sakti ho its a possibility
me: yeah shayad par yeh bhi reason nahin tha shats yaar mujhe yaad kyun nahin aa raha :(

Now,The hilarious,unbeliveable bit! :p :D

XYZ: okay good btw you know the procedure to activate roaming on a prepaid mobile voadfone btw
me: its automatic XYZ: automatic bole toh?
me: apne aap ho jata hai,you don't need to do anything so going to dehradun? when?
XYZ: customer care ya kuch toh call karna padega na to tell them to activate it? :/ friday
me: no nothing at all but phir bhi ek baar customer care par call karke poochh lena
XYZ: haan
me: when are you coming back/
XYZ: tuesday morning And roaming feature ho toh hi woh activate hota hai na mere mein nahin hai I think toh avail karna hai uska procedure jaanna hai
me: nahh I don't think aisa kuch hota hai
XYZ: I see pata karta hun dehradun jaunga toh Ill need roaming on my cell
me: yeah I got that ABC tumhe miss bilkul bhi nahin karegi while you're gone,She'll be mine! yay! :D :P
XYZ: O.o I thought you'd moved on :P
me: I did,bolne mein kya jaata hai? :P
XYZ: Haha I trust her. :P
me: I hate you :( main hi toh hu yaar,kisi ladke ke saah thode hi bhaag rahi hai woh
XYZ: Ab kya permission maang rahi ho? :P
me: ahinn *nahin bata rahi hoon
XYZ: accha Okay then, see if you can get her back
me: phir bologe ki maine tumhe bataya bhi nahin,isliye bata rahi hoon
XYZ: Im not stopping you or her
me: I hate you so XYZ
XYZ: WHAT? kuch bhi bolun uska galat matlab kyun nikalti ho? :/
me: pata nahin kya patti padha kar rakhi hogi tumne meri priy ABC ko :( maine koi galat matlab na? XYZ :Maine use kya patti padhai hai? :/
me: mujhe kya pata ab jab usko renewed zeal se woo karungi toh pata chalega na
XYZ: Haan karo
me: pata nahin dekhoongi woh aajkal mujhse itne sweetly baat karti hai,meri aankhen bhar aati hai yknow! :
XYZ: Good for you? :P
XYZ: Okay so while im gone you'll whisk ABC away from me eh? :P
me: koi jaane na,yeh josh mera (:p) koi jaane na,junoon Mera..ghoom tana tana na na na (2) Iono,I won't maybe
XYZ: confused person :P
me: You're so sweet,sochti hoon uspar haath na daaloon yesh,confused I am XYZ : I am?०।o me: yesh। Very sweet :)

XYZ: Gee, thanks. :D
me: :)
XYZ: I have to go now cell mein balance khatam hai, aur batteries leni hain
me:
me too,have to study
XYZ: see ya
me: lol bye tc
XYZ: Bye